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Friday, May 25, 2007
White Lily



& it would have probably looked something similar to this...

Happy 21st birthday dear ms.hourglass

when darkness turns to light @ 4:32 pm
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

The stir. The mad gush of blood streaming up and down the veins of your body, oozing up to the central core of the nervous system. Its all crazily intense. Suffocating even at times. Yet the richness of the flow still continues. Never ending until it has dawn upon the brain and yet it will continue again, the mad flow. & it will go on and on until the body temperature has been able to subside down. This process is maddening. It is sickening. It is squeezing all the juices out of the brain, my brain to be exact...

The heart never relents, continously pumping & pumping blood to the all the areas that has cried for the reds presence. It goes into a frantic overload of a work rate. Hours on ends at many times, yet it just sit stills and never complains. For if it complains, the whole system will be doomed. So it just sits there and duly does it duties. Pumping and pumping and only goes to a minimal rest when the body does decide it is too much for the day and shuts its eyes for a rest.

Its all in a jumbled mess right now...

when darkness turns to light @ 6:04 pm
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007
rock-a-bye-rain

I am dead tired. I have just reached home. Not inclusive of a small 1/2 hour pit stop during maghrib before racing out to meet the guys, I have not been home since I left for work on 30th April. Gee...and I have not been asleep for that long a period.

So much to say, so much to dictate, yet the pitter patter of the heavy downpour outside now is bouying my oh so heavy eyes to sleep. If I could, I would confidently proclaim that I am going to update from LaLa Land. But Oh well, lets hope I get up in time before I leave to catch Peter Parker later in the afternoon...

If I ever catch him at all...haha

(-.-)...z...Z...z...Z...z

when darkness turns to light @ 6:37 am
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