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Thursday, September 27, 2007
why am I doing this ?

Some one had to tag me with this. Oh well, heres a lil bit of fun in my couped up room.

1. (the person who tagged you is)
- Baitina

2. (your relationship him/her is)
- CCPE Familie ;)

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her)
- BLUR, Bubbly, Blur, Drama mama...n ohhh Did I say BLUR ?

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)
- ermmm....accompany me to function ?? Does that count ?

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)
- MAMAT!!! hur hur hur

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
- be attached laaa....haha

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improved on will be)
- Learn to cook!!!!

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy,you will)
- shoot on sight :P

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)
- she didnt swallow ?!? wahahaha

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)
- now thats a tough one with herrrr!!!

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)
- *shakes head*

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)
- "dekni telan sound system kepe ?*

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)
- Im egoistic

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)
- Im egoistic

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)
- an ideal me ;)

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)
- Call me out & belanja me k ;)

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

(i) me
(ii) myself
(iii) i
(iv) aku
(v) saya
(vi) beta
(vii) mua
(viii) je (french)
(ix) yo (espanyol)
(x) εγώ (greek)

(Who is no.6 having relationship with?)
- none of the above

(Is no.9 a male/female)
- male

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
- not possible

(When was the last time u had chat with no.3?)
- right about now

(What kind of music does no.8 like?)
- musically deaf la

(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
- Yes

(Will you woo no.3)
- no3 will woo me

(How about no.7)
- no7 will wo no3

(Is no.4 single?)
- currently yes

(What's the surname of no.5?)
- Melayu takda surname

(What's the hobby of no.4?)
- doing stupid stuff like this

(Do no.5 and 9 get along?)
- they get along very well

(Where is no.2 studying at?)
- Tanjong Katong Primary

(Say something casual about no.1)
- he is egoistic

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)
- since day1

(Where does no.9 live?)
- in the same apartment as his parents, still

(What color does no.4 like?)
- BLUE

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
- its a love hate thing, really

(Does no.7 like no.2?)
- again another love hate thing

(How did you get to know no.2)
- spent 9 months in a womb with me

(Does no.1 have any pets?)
- none

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
- HELL YES

alrite,i shall pick six people to do this.

(i) me
(ii) myself
(iii) i
(iv) aku
(v) saya
(vi) beta

anyone else intrested, please do so
wahaha....

when darkness turns to light @ 12:36 am
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
NOT me...NOT at the moment

This is so eeriely weird.
I so feel like I am starting something new.
Hypothetically speaking of course...

Oh the gentle breeze that rustles in
It soothes my skin, my dark coarse skin
Yet it heats me up to a livery red.
A reverse it goes, it ignites the red

For the red river flows from the freezing chiller
Warming me up all around it goes
Inside to out, amazing you know...
a cooling breeze, just a gentle breeze

I'm so forlorn
so ecstatic in my whispers
to carry this on
I'm losing with a whimper

What a synthetic setup now in place
A porous facade could come tumbling after
The gentle breeze, now its keeping me afloat
stay with me now, this heart if not its just a chiller.

Rintangan, cubaan & dugaan...
Sentiasa kata kata ku akan disalah faham
bukan niat untuk disimpan
bukan niat untuk membohong
bukan niat untuk menyusahkan hati
Kekecewaan sahaja kian perit ditelan
Rintangan, cubaan & dugaan...

when darkness turns to light @ 2:51 am
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