it ends tonight,

Friday, April 28, 2006

the 3rd time

I was practically pouring together with the evening showers. My all time emo song finally hit me. It hit me bad this time. Don't even know or understand why I stupidly chose to play it by the way. Must have forgotten how much that song really meant. Cause its hurting real bad. It hurt in 96. It hurt in 2002. Now 2006 its hurting me real hard.
*WHAM!*

Yah, even though the lyrics aren't so on the target now, but its jus it. I just don't know how to describe it. Its just it. Dammit. I have found myself in this cycle thrice. What da hell am I not doing rite!!

The mind is trying to strike peace, though the heart wrenches. Let there be peace, for war is useless. Let the promise be upheld. I'll suffer in silence. You know that, like I've always done.

* the voices are evil *

Its getting harder & harder to smile...

when darkness turns to light @ 8:38 pm