it ends tonight,

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Giving...

Ignorance is Bliss.

Gosh I wish I was that ignorant, for now its hurting me more. This is so frustrating. Driving me up the wall. Driving me bonkers. Help sumone! Help! Where's my guardian angel when i need you?

Please will you just help me get up?? (-_-) Wake me up from this evil nightmare.

Knowing that you are there...yet you are not there.
Knowing as if un-knowingly, & she told me...
"dont torture urself"
...What can I do. What must I do...

I tried to give you everything when I had none. That alone gave me everything. Then when I had some, I gave you most. When I had none again, I forgot to gave you all...to give you all. Cause by giving you all, it gave me hope. It gave me light. You were my light at the end of the darkness.

You understood that. You gave me all when I had none. It was a perfect reciprocation.

Then when I had some again, trying to give you most & then all...once more.
You're no longer...Just no longer there.

when darkness turns to light @ 8:27 pm