Sunday, April 16, 2006
The new discovery
The begining should always start well, so its a good choice i believe.
something in line with the blood that is flowing in our veins,
Just as our blood, the blood that unites mankind
the richness it potrays to many and the vast interpretations it can have.
I have actually begun, and after many hours of configurations, I have settled with this skin, for the moment.
(I seem to have totally forgotten html scripting! ha!) Please bear while heavy construction is in process *grins*
I've been taking bitter sweet medicine in these bad times. FOR...
I have been in depression (yes it is good to know that you hav a problem) ...a very bad time of my life,
that within these 2 weeks have given me the time to reflect back on how foolish i was.
the stupidity that i possess is akin to a thief,
a moronic bumbling burglar who steals candy from a baby in front of the state bank, which was next to the police station btw.
I had the RICHESS. I was juz to foolish, stupid & even blind to realise it
=(
The richness of love, Ah! no one care ever truly define how this feels.
Simplistic words that we can utter from our lips are non compared to the warmth that these feeling provide.
The true is also for its reverse, as the excrutiang pain when one goes down,
down to the pitfalls where love hurts!
Truth is love hurts. ok now...lets talk worldly love.
When one experiences the pureness of love & then topples down into depression due to love,
it churns out 1 word.
Regret.
Regret.
I once heard that regret is good, as it allows us for self reflection.
Oh!A plenty i have had, & oh my what history have I stumbled upon.
The timing of this learing curve could not have been more perfect, dare i say...
You see, I am going to "celebrate" my 24th birthdae this Monday -shrugs-
The 1 day in a year where we are to be carefree as we have gained wisdom tru' the learnings of the year & look upon the luck that we wish to ride upon the coming year.
But hoping to live in the contentness of the past year,
I am regretting the one lost love that I am now definietly certain of.
"We never really know what we have lost till its gone."Guess this can only be a passing advice to those who have yet to experience the cruelty that the line posseses.
-BIG SHRUGS-
Only you, you know this feeling, and you know u can cure it.
dearest, I MISS U so.
"A call of peace to my 1 inner strength,
my 1 true Creator - Muhammad the Prophet (S.A.W.) - his 4 apostle
Abu Bakar - Umar - Othman- Ali (r.a.),
as how definietly skin has 7 layers
down to the meat, flesh & muscle
intertwining with our steel barbed veins
protecting the ever strong bones
with the ever succelent cartilages
return you shall to your definitive state,
a silent prayer upon my faith."
when darkness turns to light @ 5:29 am
