it ends tonight,

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Brain waves

A surge of emotions will normally cause a ripple effect that will hit back when 1 is much, much calmer.

Bleargh. Why has my appetite suddenly want to grow again when I'm depeleted of funds. Bleargh.

Got in contact again with an old secondary school friend. Think we were classmates once, even. 2F ?? Well she's in the same boat as me. Injuries to the body, plagued by love & starting again to achieve a career. Could easily relate to her. And suddenly I found myself feeling very, very lucky. I may have had death across my face but I thank god that I'm up on my feet faster than alot of people predicted. Physically & (at 1 point of time) emotionally up as well. I was up, compared to her. Thanks for the kind words esprit exotic.

After something she said, I think I was pushing myself to much. Today I just couldn't complete my first set of excercise. Strange. Thats when my stomach grumbled. Maybe ouputting energy without proper input puts a toll on the body. Today was it. I just had to eat. Returning from the mosque, I detoured to Mc and got a double fillet 'O' fish as well as a 6pc nugget, that I finished in a matter of minutes. My brain is just a mix up now. I can't distinguish properly what I need & what I want :( I only know for sure I still want her.

soB*

I need you right now my guardian angel... Tomorrow I'm off ..and Sunday. Ha! Long weekend again. I need you guardian angel.

Bah...I'll just fly down to Aust this weekend.
In my dreams...

when darkness turns to light @ 2:11 am