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Friday, May 12, 2006
differential

Oh man, I'm all blurry eyed and all now. The morning incident is still fresh in my head. Still makes my hair stand when I think of that guy. Brother, hope you're ok man!

What I'm about to blog has been playing & swirling in my mind for a few days. Luckily I've jotted them them in bits & pieces. All jumbled up & it has been sorted nicely. Now I feel is the correct time to unleash it.

Whats the difference between a BMW and a Yamaha ?
...Ones a luxury vehicle.the other not. Meaning ones's richer...the others not.

Whats the difference between someone who reads law and someone who struggled 3 n 1/2yrs to get a diploma ?
...Ones a damn smart genius who's going to make it big...the other just some statiscal loser in the world.

Whats the difference between a guy in a relationship, a guy thats fighting for his love one that he let go...and a guy that could be destroying another's relationship ?
...Ones got a gerl loving him, the other got a girl thats denying loving him...and the last is what i call a bastard.

Whats the difference between a rich family that showers the son...and a 'keep it quiet that we're rich' family - that doesnt want the son to be pampered?
...Ones got it all lucky, the other got ta struggle and slug it out in life.

Whats the difference between being religous & knowing religion but not prcatising it ?
...Ones going to heaven, the other to hell

These are the jumbled up thoughts of a depressed, confused & trying to get up guy. Such strange situations happening all around me. By the way, to those of you who still remember your sec3 statistical maths, Im just a union of all the lousy what ifs above :(

(PS. I learnt statistical maths in sec3. Not sure about u people now. maybe all you geniuses learnt it in pri3 ? hah)

when darkness turns to light @ 3:38 pm