Tuesday, May 30, 2006
I do
The hypnotic effects are still twirling around endlessly up there. Been feeling dizzy, hazy & outta sorts this whole day. Maybe kidding the doctor with a bad case of headache is hitting back on me. Arghhh.
Maybe its just too much sleep. Cause I slept at ard 1plus am yesterday. Woke up at 10. Zombying around the house a few hours before I feel asleep again till maghrib. Only then has my brain found the correct tick work. It was really outta sorts today.
The feeling of my maiden track session in pasir gudang is just unbelievable. Really I tell you. Gosh, made me really wonder how I could let slip 6 years of my biking world without entering the arena.
"...remember your parents when you're in there...""...remember me when you're in there..."Someone msg-ed me that before I left. And I really2 was thinking of all my loved ones, especially when the track was feeling dangerously close to me during the corners. Well for my first time, I should think I'm ok. Not good, but not bad. My machine is really great. I love Rose no.2
*grins*Can't wait for my next track session. I want to improve. I want to make sure I don't stray into the gravel no more. I want to take the corners till my knee sliders are that low. I want to hit under 2mins for my lap time. I want it all.
And I'm thinking, do I want something else ??
Yesterday evening, fresh from Pasir Gudang, all blurry and heavy eyed I went to watch X men. The ol lepak gang. A personal opinion, I hate the way the movie went. Darn, I love X men, but why did the movie had to end that way.
So after the movies, we were just relaxing & chatting to our cups of cold drinks. I was just waiting for my Guardian Angel to msg me. In the end that msg never came. & I rotted at home till this point where I'm blogging. It seemed we're drifiting further apart. I dont know. And to think I had such a wonderful Saturday with her. Guess thats just me, just unable to hold on to something great.
For you were also in my thoughts during the corners, dear Angel.
So do I really want something else ??
when darkness turns to light @ 9:14 pm
