it ends tonight,

Monday, May 08, 2006

Rewind

Theres this lady & gentleman I know.

Such calamity, such trouble, such situations, such similarites & woah such a coincidence. It really feels like deja-vu. Everything I know is seemingly being replayed 2 or 3 steps behind what I had taken. Its going exactly the same same path. Weird. Too much of a coincidence I think, well the world works in a funny, funny way.

Such prepositions had made me think. Think to what my actions could lead to. I very well know what hurt it could do to that guy. Oh my... This is so bizarre.

Yesterday was a day full of learning experiences. So many2 things that I learnt. Gained insights to many a thing I have not thought of much, not yet at least. Like wow! It really made me sit up & listen. I thought I had everything planned out. From what I was listening, my journey was so so in the begining. Not anywhere near the end. Anyway the end only comes with death.

Insights like yesterdays come rarely now. Its like I was able to look into a full sized mirror with someone pointing out all my major flaws. Havent had that type of truthness for quite some time. No doubt, the friendliness of people around me helped but woah yesterday was an eye opener. Straight in your face wake up call.

I bemoaned & sighed alot yesterday. It made me a little stronger though this time. Maybe thats all that I needed. A few harsh words, a wake up call & a reality check. Keeping reality in check still saddened me abit when I think of the lady & the gentleman.

Really, really deja-vu.

when darkness turns to light @ 7:07 am