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Ridak & his RollerCoaster
This is his emotional ride.



Reliving
Intresting
Denials
About
K



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Seeking their lights...
Adibah - Lady
Baeyah - jezbiggie
Baitina - tinatino0ot
Baizura - Aiz
Firdaus Jamaludin - lanang
Cha Cha
Haddad
Hafriz
Hurul'Ain - ms.secretary
Haslinah - LadyHackwrench
Liyana Ramli - lynn
Linda Eain - Lynn
Liyana J - LJ
Masnoraffis - lil'un / bond
Nadiah Yusof
Noraini - norot
Nurazima
Nurul Huda - Nunu
Rasyida
Roziemah - Ogy / r0zy
Shasha
Siti Raudhah - Anggunz
Suriana - Yana
Wardah - ms.salad queen / ruzmidah
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" Your future wife is gonna be the most beautiful woman you'll ever meet"

At the back of my mind, I know that this is so true. Currentlynow everything is such a fine line of blurred-ness. Theres a lot of things which I don't see clearly or comprehend fully. Many a thing or two unnoticingly past by me these days. Many more I put too much empahasis or stress more burden on topics I shouldn't. Strangest thing is I know that this is happening some how. Its like at times my soul can just leave my body & take a step back to view everything in full circle. I am seeing my life past me by.

Bila diri tgk diri.

Gosh! I wish I could have used that line in a better light. On a more religious note perhaps, InsyaAllah.

Now though I am viewing my life, just with an absence of ...?? I can't seem to find the correct words. siGh* Anyway did u know that too much of sigh-ing is not good ? even in a religous context, cause sigh-ing doesn't make u think about God. It makes u indulge in problems.

I'm feeling abit thankful these days. Much more then in my earlier days. Ha, somehow actions always speak louder then words. I wish my mind can compute that previous sentence better & translate it to actions. K...K...What a load of bull!

The other day, I saw a certain form of sunshine when I saw my guardian angel pop online. Its now going to stay on my msn for a while.
RIDAK & his Rollercoaster. Come take the emotional tour @ http://www.death-of-a-desire.blogspot.com
Reliving Intresting Denials About K, the guy whos heart doesnt smile no more.

Today I added an extra line, just a few minutes ago...
RIDAK crazily spent 1.2K in 1 day!!!

OMG! Hah but theres no regret just a small tinge of satisfaction.

Oh my mum has started to finally notice ?? that I'm not eating much. Making noise in a concerned kinda way that I'm always not eating at home. She says I'm so thin!! & it was fully seconded when I met a close member. A blood. Sgt hotstuff commented something like, "Apa da jadi ngan ko? ...da kurus sak...Cengkung..." Am I that thin ? Really meh ? Arh...I shall not think about it too much. Im loving my new look abit. Ha, theres more 'muscle' hahaha.

K time to do my excercices ...
*huff*puf*