Monday, May 22, 2006
Topsy Turvy
They say the best things in life are for free...Alot of things in life are for free, and not all of them are good. Ha. Its been a while since I've had free time like today. 12hr shift is a pain in the ass, really. It makes me have loads of stupidity time at work, whilst making me very2 tired at home. Thats not great. Ha.
Not counting the little msn appearance of yours the other day, we've really had such the minimal contact with each other. Its made me have so much time to think about things. 1 things for sure, I'm starting to feel really stupid sitting by my bed, staying online all day waiting for you, for it doesn't help. Certainly doesn't as well when the parents complain of the high electric bill. Gosh like the computer in standby mode takes up lots of Watt. They just don't want to believe the electronics diploma graduate.
Maybe what you're doing, intentionally or not, is the correct thing ? I don't know. My guardian angel reminds me to have hope. Heh. She cleverly repeated what i wrote in my blog a while back. No wonder it rang certain bells. Oh well.
Not knowing much about your activites for a month, has made it rather difficult to relay my information to you. I've been trying to write this weeks email(or rather last week). I just can't seem to finish it. Its still half done in my drafts, and yet another week has come. 1 week went by without me emailing you.
Its strange that I'm starting to treat life like normal. I know though that the mind could be playing tricks on me. Well I really hope I get out of this phase. I'm not liking it much compared to the previous weeks. I have started to eat more but on such an irregular basis. It makes my tummy bloat a moment and later all skin & bones. Its also causing disruption to my excercise regime. Sigh. I don't know what really to do if not for the companionship of my guardian angel.
Life is becoming topsy turvy. Heh. (Don't smurk yu.) OK I'll admit I wasn't strong enough to hold on to what I said I could do. Watching MotoGP really helped by the way. Its teaching me how to manouver better with my bike.
-RANDOM...I'm taking Rose no.2 out of the workshop later in the day, Yeah-I could certainly use to practise what I learnt today on telly for my pasir gudang session on the 29th. Well watching Melandri win in exciting fashion was great but I couldn't help it that jumping for joy made me drop my pants. Ha. & I'm so not slim nor look like a 16 year old small boy
*pouts*Life is just topsy turvy.
Oh I'm begining to find out how evil certain men really are. I was once like those evil men. But that character of mine has long diminished before my proper manhood days. I don't lay a finger on women any more. I don't understand how one can easily hurt a lady that's not under their care. Gosh. And they claim to care for that women who's nowhere near lawfully them. I pity yu. Don't say I didn't offer my shining knight services.
To all guys, please respect certain boudaries. I've learnt where mine are. Cause I have to say it here(due to my large ego). I apologise to my sisters for enduring the pain of my light hand I had when I was a pre-adolescent. I have understood so please make sure no other guys touch you if I don't do it. Tell me & I'll do the necessary if the need arises.
Lady fans & readers
*chuckles* Don't tolerate guys' whose touch causes pain. It will only get worst when matrimony sets in. Understand where lies a tap & a slap, for it will go along way.
For I will never hurt you the way he does...Oh what a topsy turvy week it was.
when darkness turns to light @ 4:22 am
