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Friday, June 02, 2006
Doors

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.
- Alexander Graham Bell -


Guessed what popped out during all the cleaning & packing ?? Something so significant & a treasure of my past life. So wonderful this thing, thats part of my dream when I first had a bike. Out stumbled my old single seater. I had thought it was lost. After the accident & death of my dream bike, a SRAD750 '97, "mar no.2", here lies the reamains of what has been resurected.

It made me smile abit, when I first saw it. How could I not. I had treasured that bike so much. For when I first started riding, I had told myself I had to ride a SRAD750. So when I finally had it to myself, I was star strucked. Further to that, I had found one that was in such a wonderful condition, internal & extearnally. It even came with the single seater above. Heh, something which came as an irony. As with the introduction of the single seater, soon came singlehood. -shrugs-

Oh well...

But that bike riding experience was damn shortlived. Damn short, really. But I'll wait for my independance day anniversary to pay tribute & homage to "mar no.2"

And since I know you don't read this blog, anymore :( I don't care. (please continue to read when you have time :( please) I'm posting one of my favourite pics ever. Both my Mars' when I had them.

If I'm not mistaken, this was our last pics as a 'couple' together. Before my stuipidy overcame me at the end of that fateful February in 2005 :(

Bukan simpati yang aku pinta
Kebenaranmu memutus kata
Agar dapatku abadikan
Untuk pedoman peniti cinta

Jika kau selam hati ini
Pastinya engkau kan mengerti
Betapa sucinya cintaku
Jangan diragu

Jika kau rasa getarnya
Debaran kasih cinta yang meronta
Nilai kasihku padamu
Cukup berharga

Excerpts from Slam - Jika Kau Rasa Getarnya

You're still a big part of me. I miss you

Think maybe I've been looking at all the wrong doors since you shut the door closed behind you. Maybe I could be concentrating on 1 door too long. Maybe I am just not looking at the correct open doors. Or just maybe...maybe I'm still stuck rooted looking blanly at the shut door in front of me, which is yours.

Now where again is the key to your door ?

And where are all the open doors again ??
...just in case -shrugs-

when darkness turns to light @ 1:11 am