Tuesday, June 06, 2006
hot & cold
Time & Tide waits for no man...Heh, I am chatting with a friend now, thinking what to write & how to start when I typed this line in the msn chat box,
"My life is the epitome of a topsy turvy rollercoaster ride." Generally agreeing she chipped in,
"it either gives u d thrill of ur lyfe or makes u vomit..."How so very true, very very true.
So how do we, or rather I manage this rollercoaster ride of mine ? How do I manouever it well enough on the tracks of fate, to choose my best pre-destined future ? When do I make the correct switch of tracks to be fulfill my best darma ?
I have been waiting too much in my life for my hidden talent to come out. You know, that thing that everyone has. A certain talent in which is unique only to the individual and which will make them, the individual, a winner. Bakat Terpendam dikatakan. Well for my case its bakat terpendiam, cause its remain hidden all 24 years so far. If I keep on waiting, and not trying to create my own best destiny...where I will land, I will never know.
Been doing too much waiting of late. Been repeating scenarios which just tend to make me rot at home. Been there, done that, really don't wish for them again. But we humans, I specifically always tend to repeat the worst of my mistakes. Why do I always get myself in such situations I do not know. I really am tired of waiting.
And so the likes of waiting & rotting at home the whole day today is a very sucky feeling. Its especially so when hopes are pinned up high only for it crash down to the floor, being obliterated in the process. Then without caution to the wind its resucrected this hope, high up into the sky again. Waiting is of course a process for the skies. Just plain waiting...for the tornado to suplex me back to the ground in ol' school wrestling style.
Ouch*I have been hurt. Don't fret nor worry for me, its just a minor tear, there right there, just a small one.
*points to the left chest*In the wee hours of the night, a riding I went. The coolness of the midnight air embraced my body, soothing it comfortably. The warmth on the back of my body served as a gentle reminder how lovely it was to have companionship. Companionship.
-siGh-Giving me a headache just thinking too much of that word.
*shrugs* Guess I'll cool my head later in the day. Going to Pasir Gudang again. wheee....vroom vrr vrrr vrrroooommmmm!!!
Oh talking about bikes!! I've found a name for my GSX-R400.
Ezliana...say hi to the world (",)
For Time & Tide waits for no man...
when darkness turns to light @ 5:47 am
