Wednesday, June 28, 2006
interview jitters
Shall not dwell on mistakes much.
I ended the interview(twice) with my heart hanging like shit knowing I could have done better. Oh well, my parents were supportive enough, Kalau rezki dapat, they said. Thanx dear parents.
Speaking of parents, I paid tribute to them during the interview. For the essay that I had to write in my horrendous excuse for handwriting, I was asked a simple yet intrestingly challenging question what I wanted to achieve at the end of my career. A few things raced through my mind, some insightful & some childish, the foolish thoughts and stupid ones popped up fror attendance too, until I held on to a great bubble. The real reason why youngsters should go out to work, for their parents. And then the pen in my fingers just started to let the ink flow on the paper like a gushing river. As much as I was writing thinking of the great & wonderful sacrifices my parents did, my eyes stated to act up on me. Emotional me. Damn, it was before a crucial set up in front of the panel of interviewers. Oh well, thats really dead & gone now.
-Silent prayer to let me join them, please-
I was in CGH later in the day, visiting my nurse. Heh, sounds funny uh. Well I had kept in contact with a few of the nurses that took care of me during my long stay last year. So this particular nurse texted me infroming me that she was in CGH. So up popped my head visiting her, recovering from a bout of asthma attack. & woah, I got my wonderfully fair share of nurses that day. Since she was a nurse. all her friends who were also student nurses, visitied her during their breaks. What an eye wash heee ;)
She was just complaining 1 thing through my time spending visiting her. She kept lamenting how boring it was on the other side of bed. Haha. I just laughed it off. I just asked her to imagine my situation back last year. At least she could still move about. I was then classified as Complete Rest in Bed, CRIB, and I was in for 15 days =/ oh well more of that next week. For next week is my 1 year anniversary of my accident, and the death of my SRAD750 :(
Ahh starting to reminiscent again. Not very very good.
Oh my 100th post is coming up. Wonder if I should time it for da death anniversary. Heh. Anyway I just got confirmation that I'm on leave this week. Yeah off till the death anniversary. And Im heading up north for the weekend. Bike touring to Melaka. So if I go on a hiatus, you all know why. Any bikers want to tag along ?
when darkness turns to light @ 1:18 am
