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Friday, June 02, 2006
Poetic Unveilings

Its never really great to wake up on the wrong side of bed uh ? My guess is when poeple do get up from the wrong side of bed, people around them, those they care for will the the target of ventings of somethings which is theoretically nonsense.

I have been at the wrong side of people who wake up at the wrong side of bed. Sheesh what a feeling. Its lousy. Already with my inate feelings coupled with what people give me, its just adding unwanted negativity thats all around me.

I for one, at the moment can never wake up at the wrong side of bed. I have cleverly positioned the computer to block my movemnet from the 'wrong side' of bed. Heh. Its strange sometimes when I really do have that feeling to get up on that side, yet all I see is a blank computer screen in front of me.

When the screen is not empty, I'd probably be lucky to get 1 out of the many poeple that can shine my life up. This morning though, 2 of them appeared. But however none seemed to have helped in any manner. Had already missed breakfast, am I going to be that 'lucky' to with lunch ?

And so the fingers danced on the keyboard, providing some magestical relief to my eyesight as the words were coined (no doubt edited a few times) to overcome sad upheavals. Question is, did it reduce the tension or add to an already tought line ...?

An emotional wreck I am now
with tumbling thoughts of stacking rocks
Beseiged by pelts of heavy rain,
your stones of darkness a relief & restrain

So heavy & painful this tumbling thoughts,
the rain of stacking rocks I'm under
Protect me now beneath it all
Your wings it provide so shelter me under

As the stones of darkness presides & looms
I'm lost in search of seeking it all
For beneath the surface...where is the glow ?
The light that shines through, does anyone know

The tumbling thoughts of stacking rocks,
Its burying me deep beneath alot
So help me please oh shining light
Just pull me up into delight.

zamry17@singnet.com.sg
- 2nd June 2006 -

Well funnily after I penned this down, I had an immense urge to complete an unveiling. I did say before, something unexpected became expected. True to my word I will introduce her today.

I had been delayed yesterday for pictures were not taken of us together. This morning I made sure there would be no more, no more delay what so ever.


Introducing my 2nd bike, the 7th in total...ermm still figuring out a name for her. Just rolled her out from the shop yesterday. Totally jambu. Looks like a brand new k4/k5 model. When it fact its a re-cond 'many2' hand GSX400 custom made with a single seater and a street legal yoshimura end can.

Still figuring what to name her. Christina Alicia sounds okie ? so it'll be Christy or Alice for short. Heh. or maybe Delilah. haha better still Dianni. *smurks* terbatuk2 anak cik Abdul Samad tu =P

Of Poetic Unveilings on 2nd June 2006...
Like I have always mentioned, my life is a total epitome of a rollercoaster ride.


when darkness turns to light @ 11:59 am