it ends tonight,

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Rollercoaster

Truly...
my life is an epitome of a rollercoaster ride.

Having life less ordinary is a very intresting feeling. Very intresting scenarios would just pop at you in such provocative manners that, though weird & appelling, I'd somehow manage to just find a lil inch of space to wiggle through it unscathed.

Of course such complexity, as weird as it gets, doesn't arise everyday. More so often the lines of nuetrality is a good fix of expression & resentment. Much like a rollercoaster ride, you don't certainly get the screams all the way do you ? Neither would you be awed at the fine scenery, as you're pulled up before plunging to the depths of humanity & hell, all the time.

I was recently asked an ironic question, "how is my life ?" What a question. And the answer that I blurted out was soo soo perfect, that it made the person request me to share more insights of my life to her. Heh. All true to being a rollercoaster ride.

Life is fair. Many would rebuff at this but certainly life is fair.

Now all I need to do is remind myself on this and face life with my fullest efforts. Today is the 1st of June. The first of a new month, just want to try to get all good things going again.

Though I pleaded, heh, the end of May was still a rollercoaster. Amazingly how in 1 day so many things can go up & down. In good & in bad. Its starting to really make my brain havoc, yet as much trouble it creates, its teaching me valuable life lessons. I just got to jot all this down to serve as future referances.

All in all, May has been 1 eventful month. And with a passing, starts a new begining...
...I hope ;P

when darkness turns to light @ 11:11 am