Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Views of ...
& someone said,
"Yu don deserve tis dir.
Really. Goodnight."and with that i was left stubbed to the ground with her words.
Its making me wonder how I really am viewed by my friends. I really, really do wonder.
Whenever I heartily pour out my inner self to people, I only seem to get one thing again & again. People keep telling me to keep moving forward. My oh my I really am slow to pick up things arent I. People have been telling me that for ages already now & I am still stuck in this cycle.
This just proves 1 of the theories Ive spoke of before. Things will never move for people until they do what is meant right for them. So until I learn this value, whatever it may be, I will be stuck rooted in this viscious cycle..even if I seem to move on.
So I will never really move on till something I promised is settled. I have not forgotten. So be it that you don't read this blog. So be it that you dont respond to me. So be it. The promise is still there for me, and thats my hurdle to complete. So let me complete it please ?
Recently I had read a friends archive posts and I found a post rather intresting. I am particularly intrested in how she classifies evil men. Haha. This is an excerpt...
1) falling in love with a man who has no intention of getting a job.
At the end of it, the woman loses money. The man has no sense of shame or responsibility. Might as well be a pimp! The man is also capable of sweet talking you into doing anything.
2) falling in love with a man who has no intention of getting married.
This is not so bad. But you may be so hung up with him and he will never end up proposing to you. He may also have no money. Most of my guy friends say this to me.IF a man is really ready and serious to settle down, before he even woo you, he'll already have the money for a wedding. Now that's a serious man. Otherwise, it may work, but chances of it failing is there. Especially when the man never say he wants to settle down with u.
3) falling in love with a married manAt first, it's fun.
He could've been a stable man with transportation. Loaded with cash and will pamper you like nobody's business. He will bring you everywhere you wanna go. Even for short mini-breaks. If his wife is not home, he will bring you back to his apartment and watch movies (porn mainly) and fuck you. If his wife is the one who earns more dough, chances are, he'll make sure he picks you up and goes over to his house so that he can fuck you. If transportation isn't available, he'll pay for your cab fare. But basically, why he treats you like a princess, though he claims he has fallen in love and when you do not call him, he gets pissed...is because he just need some tender loving care. HONESTLY, this kinda man should go have sex with the prostitutes. Cheapskate!
4) falling in love with a man who claims he care but actually doesn't.
He says sweet words but truthfully deep down inside he just wants to fuck you. He'll fuck you senseless. He probably is the best sex you ever had. He calls you constantly. He is however, careful with his money. He probably do have savings in his bank but not ready to settle down because he still loves his freedom.Intresting uh how men are classified ;p
Anyway here is where you can read more about
Nisa_Rk.
So wondering how I am viewed, I really do hope I do not fall into any of the above category. Easier still I dont wish to be classified. Haha I just heard about the ladder theory from Oji just now. Panjang umur dia, baru log in. Heh.
Oh well tomorow got to head down to the bike shop. After meeting Oji just now, my bike handling was simply crazy. I need more late night out people lah. Suddenly its drying up and everyone is busy haha. So just beep me for supper, you'll definietly have company if I'm not on my shift.
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when darkness turns to light @ 5:00 am
