Thursday, June 29, 2006
Whats the story morning glory
After the sunset, before the sunrise...Its been one long long night. I have been awake since the sun set and now the sun is rising beutifully across the blue horizon. Its a shame that no one is beside me to view it. No doubt I didnt have the clearest of vision, but from where I stood I think it was clear enough. The magnificent and breath taking view that can only be seen so early in the morning. It helps to start your day and what a sight to have started with. Or rather an image to go to sleep to
(-_-)Yesterday the old man gave a small prep talk. Was quite a touchy issue. It was meant to be more religous then anything I'm sure of that. What I absorbed though were the superficial words and how it was affecting me at this juntion of my life.
"Sekarang da ada ka ruma baru, bilik baru, ada aircon...gunakan la kesenangan ini. Jangan asyik macam dulu aje. Maju la sikit. Dalam senang dan keselesaan tu baca la quran..."I'm sure that was what was the meaning to what I heard. The things that i absorbed into my brain, think it went something like...
'baru, baru, dulu, maju, senang'yeah...heh as much as I hate to admit it, think that was what I really heard. Dont get me wrong, its not that I dont want to do what the old man advised, just think its what my brain is currently thinking that made me absorb all that.
I think its a generally accepted fact that we are who me make ourselves to be. This though is very very broad. So lets dwell on it for a moment, or two.
If we keep thinking about books, everything that we utter, speak & the actions we do all will show signs of books. If we keep thinking about soccer & the world cup...all our words and actions will be on soccer and the world cup. I'm sure you guys can find many zombies nowadays talking all about the latest dribbles, cards, goals and players. Some will even be side stepping their way with the occasional fakes, headers and dives all the way to their destinations. Hahaha.
So if you keep dwelling on love and the past, guessed what your words and action will be ?
* Ta-daH *The sound advise I got translated to moving on in my life. With a new house, a new room, a new image, I should get a new set of memory to go along with it. Moving on simply. Fast track to a few hours after that advise when my youngest sister was in my room. I started to chat with her, bonding la katakan, and we were just viewing the photos from my cousins wedding, when the mouse was pointed to the folder of all my pics from the past with
her.
I was quiet for a while and lamented that I should be moving on. She easily said,
"Alah all that can be deleted with just a few clicks of the mouse. But you need to really clear that," as she pointed to the pictures on display above my drawer.
*shrugs*So I keep saying that I want to move on and yet I still keep to many images of the past. So what was it that I heard again ?
'baru, baru, dulu, maju, senang'Rightttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt...... easier said then done.
I find it a lil strange that Im still quite chirpy and fresh after staying awake the whole night. Maybe the sunrise did help. Yeah I think I need more of those, and with company next time please. Oh, after a sunrise its mandatory to have breakfast as the next agenda. Funny how I cant find people to agree to have breakfast with me in the morning on a normal weekday. Don't people go to work ?? Don't they need to eat before they go work ?? Hah, at least 10 ladies were text and more the half an hour later, which is now...only 1 has replied so far. Bleargh.
So did the sunrise really help ? I am quite sure it did to a certain extent.
Maybe tomorrow I'll catch the glorious sunrise again.
Good Morning
(-_-)
when darkness turns to light @ 7:59 am
