it ends tonight,

Friday, July 21, 2006

Just Urgh

Have you ever felt just URGH!!!

Everything is just going urgh for me now. And I mean everything is just going urgh.

Lets get yesterday's episode on PMS out k. Haha but still my female colleague just got on my nerves just now. I typed many a lines purposely in the course of the many hours I was enduring her blabbers to show her what I felt but anyway...

Oh well, that was that...

Everything is strangely running out of proportions at the moment. When I think about it, I really don't know what to say.

At the moment, my lifes a mess eiy ?!?

My guardian angel has gone missing on me. Realli missing the unique light that she provided ever so often back then. Think though she could be needing my light more now ? Ha!!!

The emailing frenzy that I had with ms.Divalicious seems to have quiten out. Shes probably busy with her life and school.

Did I say work was shitty ??

Oh! The old man is acting weird these days. Cant put the correct words to it but its weird in a worringly type of way :(

Ah and I just remembered why I am becoming so cash strap these days. Really, the autroscity of it all. The only reason that can make me smile and still be burnt at the pocket is because of Rose or Ezliana. Thats the only reason. -shrugs-

In such emptiness, the clouds of loneliness just never fails to seep in doesn't it ? Its really not a good feeling this loneliness. The rotting has became painful too. It doesnt really help much anymore, well not that it ever did in the first place btw. Haha :P

Yeah...the clouds are back I guess.
Lets just hope its a small drizzle and it doesnt last long.

when darkness turns to light @ 2:58 am