it ends tonight,

Saturday, July 15, 2006

KNEE

Remember when my right leg had a posterior hip dislocation. Remember how it hurt so badly lying down in bed for 15 days with a cast on your leg half the time. Remember still how all the activities you werent supposed to be indulging in still went on. Finally remember the most recent takraw game you had with all the selang seli and acros. Yesh remember waking up feeling like you're in hospital cost you THOUGHT you had only one leg.

Now try visualising instead how all that wonderful pain just doubles up because of something called a PCL tear. Visualise a stubborn 24 year old guy who knew deep in his heart that takraw was the limit, yet he still thought he was the young 14 year old who could run up and down the left flank of a football field with some decent football touches. Visualise that he could only last around 1/2 hour on a small basketball court playing futsal before the swelling on the right knee returned. Oh not to mention the pain that came with all the jerk stopping impact on the knee & hips!!

I am in so much pain & not to mention out of breath. I need freeze spray, deep heat whatever you want to call it. I need it all now. The best part is I am working later on in the evening. Its almost noon and I have yet to catch any snooze time.

I am so not gona wake up in time...

And this is so gona cost me and my knee actions 15 - 20 years from now.

when darkness turns to light @ 10:56 am