Thursday, August 17, 2006
bewildering ride
What interesting twists this rollercoaster track has taken.When just recently Cahaya told me some nice things about myself, I find myself entrapped in situations that are quite bewildering. Situations which I have not encountered for so long. I am suddenly being 'wanted.'
Hahahaha.
Remember that production girl that I found cute ? The one whom I always smiled to and apparenlty she smiled back. The one that I was so afraid to talk to even when she was just infront of me...Yesh thats the one ;) I came home this morning to find a note in my helmet. With a number to call. I was going watda.
By the way it was addressed,
"To: the guy who always smiles at me...blah blah blahblah blah blah...from the girl who always smiles back ;P"This type of situations have been missing from my life for donkey ages already. Actually...erm its like only once in a blue moon la. Hah.
Suddenly I was flying to the moon and back. Hahaha.
Gee wonder if I should even put all this up...hmmm...
Then theres a nurse I just knew. Wonder why I keep getting to know nurses. Like really2 alot of nurses that I am knowing. Haha. I am in fanstasy land people.
Somehow I think this nurse could be reading this. Hmm... but oh well my life is transparent what. siGh.
Lets get back to realityy k. Let me drop back to the ground for a while. Cause after a short conversation with the production girl in the morning, I found it hard to get to sleep. It was then that something hit me hard. And that actually saddened me a little.
Its already the 17th...I forgot all about the 13th. forgot all about the would-have-been date :( What is happening to me ?!? I had actually thought about that date prior to the day. Somehow it slipped of my mind all until today. Is this normal ?
I don't know already. Suddenly I am getting some attention that I was 'so called' longing for but am I
READY ? Am I really ? Only when I re-read my previous post that I really2 recall my lil promise and maybe thats why the 13th date suddenly hit me.
This is the twists of my rollercoaster.
Happy would-have-been 43rd month yu.
when darkness turns to light @ 9:48 pm
