Sunday, August 20, 2006
time to wake up
Did I forget to mention that the whole Saturday afternoon was spent sleeping ? Only to awake with definitive sets of questions in the mind. Partly or rather largely due to the sometimes nuisace calls and sms-es when one is asleep, soundly at that.Waking up to answer a phonecall is never a good thing. You are never in the correct state of mind to do anything right. Some people are better though. They can jump the gun as quickly and as nippy as ever. Trying their best to assert calmness in whatever situations that face them. However people try to act calm and talk their best when they've just woken up, it is just not the same. You will never be the best when just awoken for your speech will be blurred and your thoughts will be clouded.
Yet as in always people normally, almost always get out of sticky situations when they just awake to an answering phonecall.
1- This basically means the other party is aware that the caller had just lifted his ulta heavy eyelids,
2- they are precariously juggling between wipping their stained saliva and murmuring lousy excuses for sentences, and
3rd the caller is understanding enough that right minded people give lame answers so they cant expect clouded minds of dreamland to give better ones. Ha.
So for one, never ever expect the best situations when one is talking to a(or many)half asleep zombie/s on the other line. Be it the other party is as near as in the other block or half way across the globe, one will never get the best desired results in such situations.
Why do I keep mentioning all these ? Its because alot of times people regret doing the things that they have done prior to answering a phone call when asleep. its especially regretful when they answer the phone call and make promises that they
DO NOT want to indulge in. Yet having to honour such situations, people always do. And alot of other people will always regret the actions of some one who is not really at his best or enjoying situations around them.
That said and settled, I can finally try to sleep trying not to think of the what ifs. For it was certainly that easy and not unexpected at all. Why did it happen again, I will just scratch my head and wonder what my half asleep brain was thinking.
Bak pepatah kekata melayu,
"Tepuk dada, selera sendiri"Is that even correct ?
Translation as simple as your own taste in things based on your liking not others.
Is that even correct again ?
Ha.
For 1 will never know sometimes.
when darkness turns to light @ 4:44 am
