Thursday, September 07, 2006
1 + 1 = 3
It just takes 1.
It always just takes 1. Either to start a ball rolling or to halt a bullet train. Just 1, the 1st action and all can and will start or will stop.
When you're so down down there, just 1 action that you believe and kazam you find yourself being escalated up into where you hope to be. Or at least within reaching grasp.
Remember that I complained about no job. Just 1 thing, doing an action and I find myself in a flurry of activity which is cooling to the heart. Calls come piling in, some turning out to interviews and next we shall see what happens. 3 straight days of interviews is certainly a good sign. Not wanting to pin to much hopes up high but InsyaAllah. Think I can actually hear my mum praying for me, for my well being in the working world. =)
But 1 thing alone also can just halt all the excellent ascend that you've managed. Just 1 night of sleeping in and you're back into the zone. I am back in the zone tonight. Cant really tell how I came here but just sleeping during the time when I'm not suppose to and some things crash down. All the great activites that had been don for the past few days just looks pale in the shadows of todays sleep in.
---------------------------I want to reach out to my clouds of hope. To touch my bubbles of achievements. Readily and willingly accept all obstacles, and of course overcoming them to be enlighten by the dream of success, something that I used to enjoy.
Don't let me down again oh dream creator. Don't let my attitude kill my dream. If all else fails, at least a poignant unity that will benefit each other should suffice. I hope. Let me be filled by the dreams of clouds. Just let be me.
---------------------------I looked into your eyes, how you gave me all the support and how you keep pushing me and believing in me. I wonder, as to how my past experience has taught me, will you still be there should I say I give up. As in truly give up but you with your own set of dreams that you wish to pursue. Will it be like my past ? You told me today to start afresh, to put my past all behind me and to act as if nothing ever had happened. Can you do that to if I were to profess to you ? For it is still not the time. And many things can still happen and push us wide apart as it has but somehow we still have been surprisingly in touch, and I consider you close to me...to my heart. For you had touched it.Can it happen ?It is all too early to tell...Will it happen ?Destiny is in the hands of its own creator, mine!Oh dear God, I am not & can never overule you. Its just a figure of speech =)
when darkness turns to light @ 2:35 am
