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Sunday, September 10, 2006
communication

The more you don't communicate, the more the feeling grows and burns. It burns so big and bright in your heart that its like a lion all raring to be unleashed. Yet a lion can only rant and roar so much for so long that after some time, it gets soft and begins to succumb to tameness from being restricted in the cage. After non-communication for so long...its slowly begin to fade.

& as it fades...and as it fades...

I don't know if I can let it go.

There are some small sparks from long ago that have sputtered recently. From constantly brushing into each other's path yet non-communication, to a simple smile and now to being checked on. I don't know what it is. I don't want to know either for its forbidden fruit. See thats what happens when communication is awoken after such a long dormant sleep.

Its the same know...before it totally becomes non-communication, and it would be too difficult to spark anything up again...I don't know.

ArgH!

when darkness turns to light @ 8:36 pm