it ends tonight,

Friday, September 01, 2006

do you notice

When you keep waking up to the dust of dusk. When you keep waking up to not see the sun. When you keep waking up to find 2/3 of the day is gone. So what is new ?

Spent my first day unemployed rotting away.

Other then that waste, eating at Sakura buffet for the family is good. Keeps my mind off a things. Its so hard to please your parents some times, no matter what award, commendation, recommendation or testimonial you get. It is so so hard some times cause nothing ever pleases them fully. And this by far always true to children whose parents are teachers. Bleargh. Always living in the shadows of their bright students. Bleargh.

On another sour note, she has totally blocked me off I presume. She updated again. Wow! Like so many posts in so few days yet that 1 moment of my weakness where I couldnt resist but comment since like forever was goneeeeee, forever unnoticed.

So I am totally unnoticed now, not by my parents, not by her, not by HR depts...argh! just not by anybody cause somehow I've grown invinsible to the world.

The only shockers were when I changed my msn nick. That sent tremor waves through almost all who noticed it was me. Yah everyone ask to whom it will be in December...

...if not...nobody would notice anything...

here I am slipping into oblivion.

when darkness turns to light @ 10:11 pm