Wednesday, September 06, 2006
morning blabber
Its only 7am and yet I am feeling so tired already. I need something to pump up and re-energise my life. Something that would put sparks back to my fluttering and boring mundane cycle.
On the other hand, waking up early is not a bad thing though. Am able and have managed to get quite a few things done in the morning. Maybe I am a morning person. Someone who can really get things done right up early in the day. The only downside is I always get tired by 4 or 5 especially if I engage in strenous bodily activities. Read - excercise.
Did I forget to mention that I was drowning in a pool of thoughts yesterday, literally. I was doing laps in the new Tampines pool. Well at least I think its new. Hah I dont know since when it looked like that but it was nice. Compared to like 10years ago when I had swimming lessons there with other Dunmanites. Back when there was such a thing called afternoon session in secondary school. My oh my how times have changed.
I think I did 10 or 12 laps and was aching at my shoulders, hips and thighs already. I am really in such an unfit state. I hate this. I dont mind putting on weight but I need to be fit. Now Im putting on weight like nobody's business and yet have so many people still tell me I am thin. Fat and unfit - what a great combo.
I think I managed to drown and 'kill' some emotions yesterday at the pool.
I think I am back slowly to my ol' glass half full type of person. All jovial and happy go lucky and taking each things by their own stride. But what an oxymoron I was and still am to a certain extent. The pesimistic optimist, the punctual late comer (oh I hate being late!) and of course the always awake sleepyhead. Full of ironies I am now. Just need more time...
Just need more time...
when darkness turns to light @ 7:12 am
