Saturday, September 16, 2006
Tuas & Tampines
I am in a spiral of thoughts, clouded with shudders of the future that lay uncertain. At the begining of what lies ahead, I have to make a choice. Decisions abundant but it all boils down to 2. I am really in a headache just thinking about it all the time. I have yet to come up to a definite answer but I have uptill monday morning only to decide where my future, or at least my next year will be at and how it will size up.
Do I go with the flow of many, in a natural progression of a job. Take a higher pay then my previous but travel so far everyday. I don't know. It will provide me with alot of learning lessons as I dont know how I pulled that interview off. Haha. I just flipped the tables over, remember ? By flipping the tables back to them, they gave me an offer. The basic is higher then what I had but I certainly expected more, especially since I am so called 'management' albeit the most junior of them all. Since I am management, I am not entitled to overtime yet I have to stay after hours to provide for what is needed by the oh so large MNC. They are dealing in such a sophisticated industry that it would seriously & definitely provide alot of ample oppurtunites for me in the future, should I take the experience with them. Oh so headachy.
The other main choice that I have is a very appealing job environment. Should things go my way, and Im banking on it, I would be in a very familiar environment. I would be providing to those that were just like me, in an environment that I loved so much. The chance to work in my alma matter is so appealing to me. The nature and prospect of the job is so so ME! The chance to give back what I had recieved from CCA is such a great oppurtunity, to work with kids, to work with teachers and most of them Im sure will still remember me *chuckles* That is such a wonder especially since it would be less then 15mins to work. Why then is the pay so so peanuts!! I'll be taking a pay cut from what I used to have and it definitely pales so much to the other offer. Its a really a big difference!! Oh so headachy.
Each time I come up with a choice, the next instance I'll just be washed away with the pros of the other. I just cant come up with a decision and I only have up till monday!!
Argh...
Where will this rollercoaster ride of mine lead to...?? Tuas or Tampines ?
when darkness turns to light @ 9:36 pm
