Sunday, October 08, 2006
...Dirty Lil'Secret...
Being a friend is tough. Not being a friend is also tough. So we choose what we want to be & either choice that we make, people will always criticize and reprimand us for whatever choices we make. For we can never please all.
Its strange how desires always lead people astray & with this I am refering to all sorts of desires. With just some cumulative action and 2 hands (or more) clapping together, it will equate into some nasty action when a central pivotal party happens to be squashed in the centre.
I always find it hard to believe whenever I'm stuck in such central roles, and being squashed and all and when I make certain decisions that I always do, it always ends up being criticized by at least one party. Oh trust me, keeping my mouth shut will end in initial peace only and the explosions that come after can some times be much much worst as I have found out in the past.
...............It was around this time last year that I first had met my Guardian Angel. It was this time last year too that I was hanging out with a certain ms.bubble. It was this time last year that I forged close bonds with the 'M' clan from the dream creator company. It seems that this time last year, alot of things had happened which has subsequently varying degrees of relations which expanded up untill now.
At this same time, quite a few pots are being stirred up again as I am in this same timeline of the year. & if I recall correctly, it is also this time of the year in 2002 and 1999 that I had met certain loved ones that I had cherished.
October seems to be a month full of oppurtunity for me. With those oppurtunity, they have expanded into various assortments of key points in my life. I wonder now, which of those people that I'm interacting now will be another key figure/story in my life in the future.
& but of course, dirty lil secrets always seem to happen in this particular time of the year too...
when darkness turns to light @ 4:51 pm
