Friday, October 13, 2006
Eating an elephant
Change is almost always good. Its the process that makes it difficult and shapes what the outcome will turn out to be.
It was never going to be easy. I had expected that. So it came as no surprise the events the unfolded. Yesterday, I was the only one who was breaking fast with my parents. And so, as the meal was about to end, the univietable happened. I just couldn't have eaten fast enough to escape from the dinning table *damn* haha.
"Betul ko takda gf?"With all the good intentions in her were the words asked by my mum. It seems she just cant accept the fact yet that I've been single for this long. Haha. Now don't get me wrong, when it comes to looks, shes the first one to comment that I don't have good looks. That at my age I shouldn't be having pimples. That my hair is so unstylish. That my body structure is the same as a 60year old man *points to dad* Oh and shes always the one to look for things for me to clear my pimple infested face, especially when I was younger. It was even until a stage that she was tired that I didnt want to take care of my un-hansome face. Haha.
Oh lets not forget that I had back to back 2year relationships. So think thats what really makes her ask how come I'm still single almost 2 years to the 'official' time I'm single.
Well, I just couldn't run away from the dinning table could I.
It was never going to be easy but Im taking it in my stride. Not bad actually. Not bad how I handled it. Haha. I even told my parents about the woman whom I'm in contact with nowadays, where you buy 1 and get 2 free. Haha. Opps!
K...I don't mean any offense.
My dad was more relax, haha, but mum was explosive to say it mildly. Heh. Oh well...2 days of staying home and sleeping early cleared my mind somewhat. Then, there were calls coming in the middle of the night from some unfamiliar numbers & I was just to tired la
nak layan kan.Lets really see how this all unfolds as I'm uncovering the strengthening of my emotions, & please not let this be a
semangat 2 minute thing which is so common in me. Bleargh. On a lighter note, someone's back from China but shes yet to reply to my sms'.
=/Just 1 at a time, k go!
"You can eat an elphant if you do it one bite at a time." - Robert Riley
when darkness turns to light @ 8:23 am
