it ends tonight,

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

end of the tunnel...

Emotional turmoil when comes together with a whole pile of work related reading never is a good equation. In fact it makes up into a potent disaster ever ready to blow up in anybody's face.

0o0o0o...that is dangerous. I don't want myself to suddenly blow up in my supervisor's face now. Haha. Realistically though, I think that won't happen.

The turmoil is definitely present. The whole pile of work is definitely being stacked up against the odds, and my my they are stacking up fast. This mind you, is still the honeymoon period. Thats what they say about the pharmaceutical line, ever fast, ever rapid and ever changing. Hmmm...really feels familiar this intense working style.

The emotional aspects though could definitely be better, much much better.

I have had much help especially in lining up activities for myself in the coming weeks. End of Ramadhan, Syawal celebrations, then frustratingly is my high work load schedule called Tech IA, dream creator show and last but not least followed by my planned trip to KL.

I really wonder if all these activities will help me overcome what I'm supposed to overcome.

I really need just some sparks of joy, continous sparks of joy to ride me through my dark times where shadows are constantly blanketing good things that appear. Therefore I assume that a prolonged injection of joy, sunshine and happiness would bring about much change.

Well....

Kita merancang, Tuhan juga menentukan...

Lets just do what is necessary and we'll hope for the best. I will find that light at the end of the tunnel.

when darkness turns to light @ 4:06 pm