it ends tonight,

Monday, October 16, 2006

Guardian Angel

Where are yu now ...

It was somewhere in the middle of Ramadhan last year that I had chanced upon your presence. It was in the middle of October last year that our paths crossed and you chose and made sure that we would not end with a goodbye in Shenton way.

True, I was not myself when I met you but as the time passed by, we had something strange that we both agreed was described as 'long term chemistry.' Honestly now, I dont know what that means. Heh but I am grateful how you had came into my life helping me in a BIG way.

It was surprising to get my first msg from you on friendster. It was intiguing to have had our first chat on msn together on the 2nd day of Syawal, I think. But it was not you then in my mind, honestly.

7...or 8 months after our first chat was then the time that we finally met. Hah, you and your book in the middle of the night at a playground. I came to find out that that was your favourite bench. How funny and ironic for a girl who likes to stay away from home to have her favourite bench just right in front of her block. Haha.

Oh well. you had helped alot in clearing up emotional issues that I had. I dont really know if I had helped you, cause you still seem to be in a fix. But I truly am thankful for the times that we had. One thing you taught me was to move on fast and not have emotional baggage, and of course - to be nuetral.

I am glad you still do reply to my sms' ...sometimes. Haha. but just where are you now, that our paths is so hard to meet.

Dear Guardian Angel, where are you ??

when darkness turns to light @ 4:04 pm