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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I want my nights back

This is very tiring and my God its only the 1st day.

I cant seem to be going to work on office hour schedule and yet have the same type of night lepak life I used to have. All I did was go to JB and chill out at Simpang till just about 1/2 hour ago. Thats all I did tonight. Oh not forgeting yesterday I went out on a movie date at night.

Of course there was the obligatory work in the middle. It was the first day. Ha.
Induction is of course like any other place too, just simply boring. I was straining my eyes just to keep it from dozing off in the morning. The environment is not bad actually but I somehow just kept thinking of the other environment that I could have had. Hmmm...

Oh Oh big thing. I will definitely be uncontactable from now on during my work. This is due to the nature of the site that I am in. Its a bio-pharmaceutical industry and they are the manufacturers, so theres plenty of high risk reactions going on. Therefore no unauthorised electronic gadgets in the premises, especially gadgets that emits RF signals. Read - handphones. Yes, I am not allowed to be with any form of communication with me through out the whole day, so I am hard to be contacted now.

On the upside though, almost everyone has a fixed line for themselves. If only I can remember whats my number, then you peeps can call me. Haha. And another great thing, I am going to get my first ever laptop ;) yippie ;) *jumps around in glee* Okay so what if its meant for work, I can still bring it back and treat it like its mine. I just cant wait to get my hands on my own International Business Machine :)

Other then that piece of good news, nothing much. And as much as I had expected but so wished it was not, it is true. I was the only Malay in the induction. I am the only Malay in my whole team, again! and not only that, I am the youngest. Bleargh.

I was reading up much on the things that I was supposed to understand in the afternoon. It was so damn wordy (since I hadnt got my laptop yet) that I dozed off. Yah, on my first day I actually had the cheek to visit LaLa Land.

Since I didnt have my handphone with me, and also because I dont have a watch with me, I was totally clueless what the time was. I was just waiting for the seconds to tick to the time to go home. Wahaha and off I dissapeared as everyone packed up.

...its just so tiring that I am going to repeat that again later in the day, especially so since I have not enough sleep. I want my carefree late nights back. Office hour schedule cant give me that liberty though. Oh well...

we win some, we lose some.

...And when I thought that all the busy-ness would occupy my mind, the guys - Faizal especially, were talking about settling down. Urgh!!! Why that topic!!! Let it be about track, about bikes, about touring, girls, or even religion...

...talk about settling down when my mind is hoping not to go there...

urgh!!!

(-_-) I want to sleep already. Got to work in a few hours. Lets see how the day unfolds especially with my emotions and desires.

when darkness turns to light @ 2:33 am