Saturday, October 21, 2006
in-between, withdrawn & the departed
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I hate being stuck in between.
I hate always having to withdraw from contest.
I hate it when things just go so muddled up that its most of the time beyond repair.
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I really truly wonder how things would have gone had some things gone the correct way. Really I do. Sometimes though pondering over all these what ifs would just add on to the burden of the migrane that ones encountering. Its not that easy to overcome all these disparities in thought, where you always hope things had worked out in a different and better fashion.
But what can we do right. Just make the most out of it. When you're stuck in between, mostly the best option at that point of moment is to just be the withdrawn. Thats of course till you're sober enough to see and view the whole plan view thats being laid out in front of you. Theres almost always a better option, just that we fail to see it. Our calamity just wishes for everything to be solved fast and quickly. Things pop up in mind ??
and so we are the withdrawn...
& luckily I have always had the 2 blood brothers, my members since 95 to count on. Sgt hotstuff and dear mr.teacher.
We caught the departed after much debacle on what to do on a fast ending friday night. We came to a concensus and we seem to did not regret. Though we all agreed it was a stupid ending. Heh. Try to catch the departed and you will understand that there are moles amongst us constantly.
As I watched the movie and related it to myself, I just couldnt help but find the similarities with regards to leaking out the news in my life. Its almost always the same, these occurances and these scenarios. It will always keep repeating, until one person does the correct thing.
That person could have been matt damon. Haha.
In my life, that person can only be me. Only I can change the chain of faults that would bring about a better me and a better life.
It is the departed, and with tonight marking the 29th night of Ramadhan, let us all just pray that for once in our life, we would be able to get at least 10% of this Majestic Night. The Night of Light.
...ironically the night of lights for some was yesterday ;)
Happy Deepavali to my Hindu friends.
when darkness turns to light @ 8:08 pm
