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Ridak & his RollerCoaster
This is his emotional ride.



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Sometimes...
its just better to keep quiet then get squashed up right the middle.

Yet...
when we just shut our crap, we are diminishing plentiful of our ideas, our thoughts and most importantly to me...my EGO. I just cannot stand it when people proclaim that I am wrong, did something incorrectly or some certain words when in fact, the story is the otherwise. Or I did not have my chance to explain myself.

So...
Just better off to keep quiet. Swallow the pride and substantiate the ego, stroke it gently and prepare it for another time when it will be my day!!! MY DAY!!!

I just cant keep my thoughts from not coming out of my mouth. Just not my nature, for the day I do that, a totally different me will be born. Some one that alot of people just wouldnt know and recognise. I know that I dont want that...

Let me just try to find a nice balance for this desire thats dying as well aites.