Saturday, October 07, 2006
phrase and the angles
Lets look at phrases in perspectives...I met ms.hourglass just now and we just exchanged a few lines between us, other then the how are yu's & work, but it really was satisfying to meet her for awhile. It was kinda late when I met her and her aunt was already bugging her to be home. Supper was cancelled and I just sent her home after passing to her what she needs to bring overseas.It aint really surprising that there are alot of times that she calls me at the very last minutes asking for favours. Me, being me, never seems to be able to reject her and I found myself whizzing from Shenton way to Tampines in a split second all for her. I have never really said anything much to her about how I feel other then the occasional jokes and teases. Maybe I already feel a lil tired at how I could be taken for a ride. I don't know. Theres a chance she could be reading this but I know it wont be anytime soon, as shes off on a jetplane tomorrow with people from my dream creator company. & so I took a chance ...Told her I'd be seeing her at the airport in the morning on the pretext of sending the guys. She casually asked whatever for. I paused and thought for a split second as she was getting out the car and blurted ..."Just a lame excuse to see you tomorrow"I took my chance and she actually smiled closing the door.That's 1 phrase in perspective.
I met one of my nurses on thursday, and it was just the 2 of us on some sort of a date. Hah. Shes bugging me on msn now to ask me to type faster so she can read this entry ;)Anyway, I am surprising myself with some decision that I am making with the choice of ladies I meet now. For instance this nurse, this is so bad karma for the future. Urgh! I don't know already. Anyhow she was telling how shes torn in the center, between letting go and staying on. Love & hate collide. Whats new right.I reflected upon the situation as best to my knowledge - theoratically only of course. And I blurted out ..."Don't stay in the center. Just love or hate..."So good right in giving advice. Wonder why I cant relate it on myself.So thats another phrase in perspective.
I had recently done something in my dreams' creator company which I didnt expect myself doing & I found myself unprepared for all the dire consequences. I used to think not so highly of someone when she would regularly accept the untrainables under her wing. I always stayed clear of such groups until...I didnt know her long. Didnt know much about her. Didnt really realise what mentality she had. I guessed I found it out to late. I have an untrainable. Just plain slow and not realising things that shadow and pass by. Urgh. I cant say much cause it actually makes me feel out of place and in disgust.And as per norm, menteri Cypher-Z was on hand to offer his support. Reviewing the situation and with his level of expertise and experience just had one thing to offer me ..."It is your responsibility to bring her up"That's one phrase I was scared of hearing. The unevitable had happened. With great power comes great responsibility and now alot of it is upon my shoulder. Would I back out and coward myself out of the situation ?? I really don't know...Thats not a phrase from me, but for me & that should be taken to perspective to.Looking at phrases in perspectives...
when darkness turns to light @ 1:49 am
