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Monday, October 23, 2006
slack

What a torrid and ruckus of a mess, & I am not just refering to the 'dirt' in my room. This end of Ramadhan is by far the most testing in my short life span. Truly, I have never encountered things as such and I am in a predicament as to what to do. To maintain by my so called principles or to abid and comply with adat & adab.

Mind you, adat & adab is verily much in the grey now, as adat has cross overed into the rules of engagement in adab to much that its really uncertain to many people where the fine line is. No matter what though, the last phrase of the video I uploaded summarises it all. No matter where adat and adab stand...

...So cut me some slack please...

& in the turmoil of it all, in that one instance that I got to meet ms.hourglass, and with the simplest teasing intention, a too harsh a phrase led to a very very violent stare. =/ I am sorry.

...really, just cut me some slack...

on hindsight, the ka-chings have been ringing in a plenty. Heh. I can hear though the ka-chings ringing out a plenty too and by the end of the month I'm pretty sure. Oh well. Guess I got to fast again in Syawal then.

...slack, slack, just a lil bit of slack, please...

when darkness turns to light @ 9:30 am