it ends tonight,

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Death of a Desire

All the Desires seem so different now.
It is all just not the same no more.
Why is it a love hate feeling that I have.
Explicitly devouring my heart from inside out.

The build up that had been transcended over the years.
Do I let it go just like that.
Do I let it fly freely as it once was before.
Or do I still try to control it pervesely within invisible walls.

Knowing feelings that are long gone.
Identifying what is tangible and what is not.
Breaking the hard walls that were never there.
Succembering finally with a wavering flag.

Dont shoot me now, I'm up with a flag.
The destination, its all but arrived.
On my kness, over the shoulder I look back and hear
Get a life, move on, thats what they all say.

Sore on the knees, strain on the neck.
Drench in the monsoon, deaf from all the shouts.
I cant believe it but the numbness now is but a twitch.
To finally move on, hey lifes a bitch!

zamry17@singnet.com.sg

5th Nov 06

when darkness turns to light @ 2:00 pm