Thursday, December 07, 2006
Lethargic
Something is not quite right. I cant put an exact finger to it. Is it my body ? or what ? I cant make any clear justification why my body is so tired these 2 days. I just don't get it.
I got a rude shock when my mum stormed into my room at 830am this morning. What was I still doing cuddling my pillow at that hour. I should already have been in office Acting Busy. Haha. But really, a rude shock to my nervous system. Truly my mum can wake anyone up when she wants to. Haha. Like I've always mentioned it a thousand times, thats her occupational job hazard. You go figure.
By my standards, I slept rather early the night before. I knocked out before midnight. Thats way early considering the fact that I wasnt really tired. Hmm. I just cant put my finger to it.
Somethings not right with my body clock. Dont tell me that in the 3rd month of being an office hour personnel, my body still cant adjust from the permanent night shift I had been through. Really! I just cant figure it out.
Could it be some weird brain wave activity ?
I dont know already. 31st December is nearing and I am like so far away from my target. Got to upstart it. I am already executing it to my best. Not much talking or planning, just doing & executing. How am I supposed to get more out of myself when my body is lethargic and giving up on me ?
I need to let go some of the emotional stress that I have in my head. Maybe its been kept up there for too long already. No one that I can pour my rationalites to... Geeee!
Im already in the office, of course, after taking the morning off. My brain seems quite fresh, my body is aching! really now, why is it so...
Oh..oh...having metallic parts in your body during the monsoon doesnt hep much, of course. Maybe thats why...
If anyone has the answer to it, do point it out and show it to me yar. Thanks a million.
when darkness turns to light @ 2:33 pm
