Wednesday, December 06, 2006
the old & the new
Ever once in a while, you chance upon an oppurtunity to mingle amongst a whole new set of friends. People whom you have totally no direct link with except just 1 mere acquaintance. With open arms they comfortably accept your presence and after a few light hearted jokes, you seem to be able to blend into the crowd quite well.
It was very interesting especially that they were of a different 'timezone' from me, different backgrounds and quite different thinkings. Yet differences all aside, it didnt really matter. Light hearted mingling was fine. They were even comfortable enough to pour their hearts out in my presence. Not very surprisingly though, I was asked to pour my share of my heart.
My heart cringed abit, as my mind went into rewind trying to replay all those moments in my head. With a nice clean sweep, I somehow managed to pull it off, & into a nice fitting summary which I handled quite well. Its bitter sweet how I've managed to juggle the emotions well. The feeling did pop its head but...its all just a but.
She had taught me....& it went something like,
" a but, just cancels everything in front of it"& its nothing more then just a but now.
*small sigh*Im unsure if its of relief or something else. It doesnt matter.
Then after meeting new people, it was nice to gel back to old kakis that you know. Be it even that some of them, actually I just know but they seem like friends for ages ;) & it was a great feeling leaving Simpang Bedok with the bikes that we have now. Its a totally different feeling then when we first started hanging out at Simpang with our small bikes. Even if there were 10 of us, small bikes don't really matter. It was just 6 just now and it felt gooooood ;)
I'll just leave my mind on that great thought. Heh & all the talk about tracks and our machines just make me so enthusiastic about Sunday's 5 lap challenge.
*clasp hands together in glee* weEeEeEeEe....
K good night
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when darkness turns to light @ 1:11 am
