it ends tonight,

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

True Comparison ?

Its a rough ride. Its much similar the 2. When you're so used to having it, you just feel so lost when it aint by your side. When you know that they could be depended on and you're suddenly on your own. Lost and engulfed in your own world. Crawling and struggling hard to get out of that temporary sandpit. Heh.

Love to me now is much similar like having a vehicle. For instance, my Rose no.2, my beloved R1. It is so much a part of me that I tend to forget that if not for Rose, alot of things would be impossible. I have also grown to be so dependant on her for transport that these few days of going public is just sheer torture and a devilish nightmare. Oh believe me, I am not the only rider/driver who feels the same. People whom I know always squirmish at the littlest thought that they would have to go public. We could go on and on about the negative parts when we had to go public again after a long absence.

Compare all of this to love. Rather being out of love. At that very instant, everything you did would feel empty. Why ? Because you were so used to the fact that there were always the 2 of you. Then when suddenly the other party walks out of your life, you just dont have anyone to turn to, to do those small lil things that you love sharing with each other. The dependancy suddenly cracked right through a fine wall mirror.

Therefore I am really relishing the thoughts that I would ride my Rose again. It would be the same as when I would find another half. Not now though, but surely when it arrives, I think I'd feel a pinch definitely. Heh.

Now to cover up the hole in my wallet left from Rose's spending. HaH ;P

when darkness turns to light @ 7:51 pm