it ends tonight,

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Xmas eve of 2002

If anything was to go by the sequence of events lately, it shouldn't come at this junction of time.

The lonely nights spent waiting for the rain to stop. The lonely nights whereby one sits at home too many times. The serenity that the environment provides creates an atmosphere that just clouds the brain from thinking sunshine thoughts.

For a brief albeit period, I had thought that I was done with sappy posts and entries. For they had really dried up alot ever since the heartbreak and turmoil was mostly cleared up. Time and situations though will almost always change it. In retrospect, thinking about the future doesnt help as much as does then when we shouldnt think about the past.

& so the lovely date presides all. The rain just poured today not enabling me to go out far. Well actually I can go out but which girl wants to pillion in this dready weather.

Oct 24th was the first time I said hi.

Dec 24th was the first time my eyes set upon the beauty that exouded from her. It has been 4 years since I first met her. Our very first date. Heh.

But I've learnt not to dwell nor speak to much from such good events. Let me just keep them in check within my memory walls and just let me enjoy them till any new events will be stored as lovely memories of the future. It has been a truly roller coaster ride this past 4 years.

1 year ago, if I am not mistaken, I think I spent this date with her. We were still okay.

Its been a great ride. Just got to keep on searching for the better ride now. The more permenant ride.

when darkness turns to light @ 8:12 pm