Thursday, January 25, 2007
AGS 2007
I am already at the scene, waiting in earnst in this lobby where in probably 45mins time, the event will start. I have yet to see her, my eye candy. Heh its been 1 week. Gosh that feels long. Hah.
Later I will definitely see her going atop the grand stage where she will take her place amongst many of the elites who have reached the launchpad to success. To reach the top of the pinnacle of society, and yet i will still be stading/sitting in that same spot clapping my hands wondering when else it would be my turn.
Flash back to 2005 where she and I had made a pact to reach this launchpad together but yet only she has arrived at the destination without me. Its been close to 2 years and I find myself having major differences in me since back then. Definitely improvements in areas of speech, knowledge, background research and understanding of the human behaviourial patterns. Yet for much of, if not all of the past year, I have remained stagnant at best. And at worst have even declined in areas where I was once considered an elite.
A whole year of much wastedness perhaps then ??
I dont know...
I have said it earlier this year that 2006 was definitely a year of learning. Learning deep from within myself, things which I know and didnt know I had. So at this junction of time, just slightly a few weeks short of a year, from the time saw my decline and had my deep inner learnings, I have this sense of deja-vu that I could proabably take a wrong turn for the worst...again. But I know from all the lessons learnt from 2006, there is no turning back and that 2007 is the year of moving. Slowly never mind, but inching forward I definitely will.
Forward March!!!!!
Heh the wonders of having a laptop with wireless connections that I can have an update. Lets learn from today and move on from tomorrow shall we...
Just where is ms.hourglass ?? how come I still have yet to see her =/
I dont know if I should heed someone's advice later...hmm we wil just see which half of the court the ball lands yah.
& I still have this darn damn funny feeling. Sheesh!!!
when darkness turns to light @ 6:33 pm
