it ends tonight,

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

antidotes not working now

1 week of utterly disgusting phlegm. Not to mention very painful coughs that hurt the chest. 1 week already, I cant stand it.

Thats it, tomorrow Im going to catch my eyecandy, and just stare at her at every oppurtunity. Let me just melt into a pool of liquid for her to drink up. Hah. So wishful thinking. I think it would much be the other way around. I think my stares are going to melt her into a pool of liquid, for me to drink up and let the liquid fill my heart and not the tummy ;) hehe.

Hopeful that will heal the pain away.

But Im not so sure now, the past week for which I have had some small conversations with my eyecandy, and also some small information through 2nd & 3rd parties, has made me realised that maybe, just maybe, she is all but just that. Just an eyecandy. Maybe nothing more. Just that. Hmmmm....

Let the bubble burst now then, better then later.

Bleargh.

when darkness turns to light @ 8:42 am