Monday, January 08, 2007
engines heating up
The feeling of center stage is always awesome, especially when ones actions are pleasureably appriciated by many.
It has always been a rough ride, none the less then since the new gregorian year. The rough ride though is finally chipping and showing off wonderful tell tale signs of calm seas. Within a week of work, I have found myself in the spotlight for all the right reasons. Being acknowledged for all the good attributes and being seen by the necessary people, as how Ive come to learn to survive.
I have never liked sucking up. I still dont do it. But wayang is just part and parcel it seems when one wants to stay afloat. I performed my wayang just enough normally to keep me from drowning. This year so far, I havent had any real need to wayang, just that I have seemed to mastered the art of performing in front of the correct audience. If anything was to go by from the recent shoe string of events, the currency which runs my potrait shouldn't drop against the run of the greenback anytime soon. That of course in which I have to maintain the minimum set standard. Heh.
Over at the dream creator, the invaluable lessons that I just got, seems to be kicking in motion. Alhamdulillah. Though its slow, and not result oriented, I know for sure it definitely is crawling no! inching forward even. With proper guidance and that little bit of luck that I had been lacking, I'll go far I'm sure.
This exhilerated feeling just stems from within by 2 great incidents. A wonderful sms from ms.hourglass and a small msn chat with a poly junior. A definite boost and kick start to what was a rusty confidence from 2006 indeed.
"...together with me." I definitely want to, I am sure my dear ms.hourglass.
So surreal the comprehension with convex lens and a widescreen panel. Heh.
when darkness turns to light @ 9:25 pm
