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Saturday, January 06, 2007
finding something is better then nothing


R&R at the favourite spot is just wonderful. It has been some time that I was there just relaxing and easing my oh so packed brain. 2007 has already been 6 days in motion, and I have yet to totally clear out my bags of 2006. And so it was, wonderfully pleasureable to be able to soak in the winds of the coast. To be able to let my thoughts soar freely and let it drift with all the amazing scenery, which I was able to capture on cam. Nice eiy ? Aint I blessed to have a great photographist mindset. Haha.


Out of the near 20 snaps from my N73, I liked these 3 the most!

Alhamdulillah, I got to clear alot of things in my mind. Whenever you have urgent & critical things in your brain, I've learnt and come to understand that you need to clear the critical things first, even though it will delay the accomplishment of the urgent stuffs.

I learnt that from my new mentor ;)

He hasnt actually "taught" me anything yet except to just tell me to clear away my critically ill files from my system. No motivation from him at all, except to just lay out all my information infront of me. It was quite a shock to my systems but I think the progams running slowly. Slowly but surely, InsyaAllah ;)

And so a new begining, with higher & better self confidence. Thats what I am lacking right now. Just having to low a self esteem. Gee. I am able to pen that down. I am 1 step closer to recovery. Yahoo. *chuckles*

In all that incredible scenery and not to mention like a gazillion couples on that break water with me :P I was able to find a secluded hideaway that only I was in. A zone only I felt, and I was a lil closer to him. That was a major break through, and that is the biggest thing that I could find there.

And it was that much clearer in the blanket of darkness that I was suddenly returned to after the sunset.

ahhh...and since blogger is allowing me to upload pics, I shall show you guys 4 men that visited lil Izz Hareez the other day. Hehe.


4 men, the baby and the mother


So amacam ? Ada tokoh to be future dad ? Oh that day, ms.secretary was there but I didnt take a photo with her, cause remember mr.secretary was there. Haha.

Oh my...I took close to an hour to update this. No wondering if there's any one who wants to ask me out at this hour haha ;)

when darkness turns to light @ 11:58 pm