it ends tonight,

Sunday, February 11, 2007

SetiaHati

Thats it. I just practically said goodbye to my saturday nights from now on. I just so have an issue with commitment and now, its goodbye saturday nights for good. Or at least the first half of saturday nights.

Its a scary scary word, COMMITMENT.

Resigned to fate of just sitting in a boring meeting room.

& yet when asked upon and given a choice...

What other choice did I have by the way right. Nanyang, Ayer Rajah or Eunos. Those were the only choices I had. I so wanted to say no because of my fear for commitment, and also due to me loving my free saturday nights. But my heart deep deep inside told me to make a choice and the most logical one.

What made my balls go the way it went with commitment this time ??
...if not for the loyalty & the love...

Speaking of balls... Where were my balls man yesterday night. Where was the courage needed to muster up a simple conversation. Where in my body did my balls go into hiding suddenly ? Shit! The only time I remember getting into a simple conversation with a girl I do not know and having any meaningful output of it was way in 2002. That was the last time I was single by the way. How long ago was that. Shit!
Read - meaningful output equates contact number.

Arh put a sock in it lah.

And stop making appointments/meet ups with me for Saturdays no more.
I wont be free from 5 to 11 no more.
Like anyone does anyway ;P

when darkness turns to light @ 1:29 am