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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
am torn between(s)

Agitation always seems to set in the morning. Arghhh!

I aint feeling as super agitated as yesterday but there certainly is that tinge of irritation. There are plentiful of ideas running and floating in this wanderless mind of mine. Some are zany, some are wild, some are great & most are just stale ideas that are trying to rejuvenate me. There is just so many things in my mind.

The musically deaf me just needed some music to sooth this soul. And surprisingly the choice of music that the ear is asking for are mat jiwang2 songs! woHooo!! I am having a ball listening to them as I edit my 30,000 stacks of HUM line data. I aint supposed to be happy to edit them but I was actually noticed by colleague beside me, humming and 'karaoke-ing' to the songs. That's a first uh from me at work. Heh.

So so strange the reversal from the frustrating me of yesterday.

Anyway I got a new cloud of suggestion from sgt 5zal. Thailand ride up from 11th to 16th April. I am thinking, that is just a su-weet way to usher the quarter century of my life. But then again hmmm. Sgt [K] and Hotstuff arent going. They have set their sights on Clubman, something which I want too!!! Especially so after ordering my pictures, finally, from the track day sessions of 2006. This is such a crucial year for me and my baby, Rose no.2

...So dear Rose...which do you prefer ?
touring or track ?
my OH my
...She wants both
*grins*

Guess I got to burn the time away at the dream creator company now for that much needed cash, after which I am going to burn away my pocket. Heh.

On a lighter note from the past entry, I still dont get you my dear ms.secretary. Seriously I dont get what you are tagging.

& me being typical me, I tried to run away from this small kiddy crush problem. I somehow managed to find an eyecandy for myself in GSK. Haha. I wonder why I create another problem for myself when I have so many unresolved problems at hand.

The long hair, the nice round eyes, the fair skin, the executive wear...o0o0o. I stood beside her in the cafe during lunch and I think shes taller then me. Heh oh wells. I think shes new, less then a month. & no surprise thats shes not malay, since its almost impossible to find a non-married malay lady here in GSK. Well at least I think she will keep my eyes busy during lunch time.

*looks at the time*
Its almost lunchhh, time to get my eyes busy, erm I meant ...
Oh you know what I mean.
=)

when darkness turns to light @ 11:29 am