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Sunday, March 04, 2007
I miss yu

A small & common phrase. This sparked off a debacle of conversations with quite a number of people all wanting to know if they are the elusive person I am missing. Wahaha. This led to an astonishingly high amount of profound exchanges, some of which I would like to share...

Me: the way to a man's heart is through his tummy
BC: and the way through mine is through the chest
BC: cause my heart is at my chest you see

Me: literally speaking yes
Me: methaphorically...NOPE
Me: if its through the chest...all guys would have an easy task..
Me: but its probably locked up in some secret prison of the female anatomy
Me: way beyond the canniving reaches of the species called 'male'
BC: ;)
BC: woah
BC: thats deep
BC: come let's date
BC: haha
Me: ermmm...now that was easy
BC: ahahaha
Me: if only it was real easy like this all the time...
Me: then I can put all the hassle of wooing to the side
Me: & just have 1 liners that are deep all the time

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GA: oohh
GA: kiddy crush
GA: on who?

Me: my eyecandy
GA: does she know?
Me: my heart says...I dont tink so
Me: but my brains tell me that Im in denial...
Me: & based on what some of my frens say...probably...she knows
GA: tell her
GA: who knows

Me: tell her ...nehhh
Me: Im not ready for rejection
GA: ask her out la
GA: as a friend
GA: go with the flow as they say

Me: I have tried...
Me: I went with the flow....
GA: and?
Me: so maybe it is just that...
Me: its jus a kiddy crush...
Me: or maybe I lost the oppurtunity already
Me: its been a draggy crush since hari raya 2005
GA: try again
GA: try try try

Me: haha
Me: yahh like how I try to ask you out ??
Me: heh
GA: haha saya lain
Me: everything is the same
Me: its the same old playind field
Me: like how i always think...
Me: if it happens...it happens
Me: I can only try so much...
Me: even with yu
GA: if it doesnt too bad
Me: nope...
Me: its not a too bad...
Me: if it doesnt happen...its normal...it just wasnt meant to be
GA: oh its the same
GA: it still did not happen

Me: too bad is the cup half empty
Me: I'd prefer to see it half full
Me: even if its a few drops in it

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F: what with the kiddy crush?
F: hmmmm

Me: ntah la ehhh
Me: haha...inspired by yesterday...
Me: feeling like going for one last hurrah
F: hehehe..it was inspring
Me: get it ?
F: then you should
F: shouldnt live to regret

Me: one last hurrah
F: I heard surah semalam
F: hahahha

Me: surahhh
Me: what the!!!
F: tu ah.
F: hahaha
F: I swear Im deaf
F: hahaha

Me: no wonder
Me: haha...
F: anyway, I tink you should.
Me: hmmm....
F: you have my vote on that
Me: everyone seems to be telling me that
F: but the timing MUST be right
Me: hmm...yeah
Me: thats the thing..Ive never been good with, timing
F: its just like your feeling
F: and you cant be intimidating about it i guess

Me: come on instincts....KICK IN!!!
F:hahaha
F: heh
F: true
F: honestly, its hard to go with the flow when you dont know where you stand
Me: tu ar
F: what your chances are
F: but its just as hard to ask the person up front.
F: and it sucks when at the end of the day, it might be just u shiok sendiri
Me: but when i talked to it...to a friend before...who knows both me n my eyecandy
Me: he said...he did see something between us..
Me: & GEE!!! why didnt I see it...
F: you didnt see it cause you are in your own world..I think when people see it, it means more than u seeing it
F: hehee

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Me: we must learn from our mistakes...& not leave our friends in a lurch...just because of a POTENTIAL partner
Me: thats what I have learnt
PM: hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
PM: ok good one........
PM: true true true........
PM: friends are always there for you...
PM: girls come and go..
Me: ;)
Me: it works for both sexes
PM: anytime can
PM: hahah
PM: ya i know
Me: glad yu understand
PM: hey i've always treasure friends
PM: only that i'm not treasured i guess
PM: hahah
Me: urmmmm.... hmmmm
Me: when yu point 1 finger out
Me: 4 points back to you
PM: 3 pointing back la...
PM: not 4
Me: 4 :)
PM: thumb point forward la
PM: hahah
Me: check properly...& you'll understand
Haha.
Now that was a laugh re-reading & getting this post up ;)

when darkness turns to light @ 8:51 pm