Sunday, April 22, 2007
25 & rocking on
"...dont miss the feelings while its still fresh..."A little revival of the bubble of thoughts from a wonderful character in my glorious Lepak Circle. How bright and refreshing those little words came & brought me out of a mini twilight zone with words. & the sun shone brightly as the rainbows formed, amidst clear and crisps dew smelling concrete. A shattering relief of afternoon showers that shook the heat of my tired weary body.
The rays are forcefully brightening up my room, and in particular directly upon my eyes. & as I hear the birds whistling & chirping, the sweet serenity that surrounds me in nonchalant notion is pure bliss. Just plain wonderness settles in, with the timely cracking of the MRT tracks none the less.
Its been a while since I could describe such feelings. It really has been a while.
The swirling lights, the intense sweat perpatuating from people around you, rubbing shoulders. The music...something which I have difficulty in reasoning. For I am musically deaf. I can only make out the thumpings that echo within walls towards my ear drums. Different would be an understatement as how I am feeling now. It was a totally mixed emotions of a night where my birthday bash was being held. All in all, I can only say thanks to the people who made it happen...
Being squashed up is no good feeling. At that instance, the world slowed down. Almost everything was tick tocking in a dreadfully wonderful way. Blur was the initial thoughts racing in my mind as the great people of the floor swarped around me. It was a great big HUG. Something I havent felt in a long long time. I could suddenly make out the noise, with a great great tune...a birthday song fit for a KING. It was a truly touching moment as I tried to hold back my tears. It covered up the depressing moments for that night, that week and for a short while what ever negativity that was rooted deep inside of me.
A clenched fist of victory to the top. A big HEART felt thank you once again. I dont mean to miss out anyone but the pictures below should suffice the memories that will linger for an eternity.
Wonder which girl caught my attention...
MMF action (",)
Why wasnt the berfdae boy in the center
Since 1995...All things seem to be wanting to vomit out this body now. I dont really fill like spilling the beans on everything but I keep reading the first line of this post. & its true that I got to say it out loud while its still fresh.
This birthday week has been a little piercing for I didnt get even close to executing something which I had planned for weeks. My balls just did a dissapearing act, and surely too, it had something to do with the fact that a certain birthday wish came late. Heh.
My friendster shout-out reads: "I have the biggest crush on yu...yet I cannot summon up the courage to tell yu :( "
That should just about explain everything. siGh.
& to think that it was a quiter affair last year but something I enjoyed more, in a totally different retrospect of course. Somethings maybe will just need time...
EveryONE's been telling me to be a man. I truly just dont have the LOGICAL explaination why I just cant do it. EMOTIONS just play deeper in this episode. Why ? Only time can tell...
It was 5am on my birthday & I was startled from my deep frozen slumber by an sms which reads something like(if I remember correctly),"Need I remind you that you are officially pakcik status" A small but apt reminder graciously provided by one whom I address by Guardian Angel in this space. It did put a smurk on my face, that sms. But hey the parties still rock on at 25! hehe.
Oh!! & heres the last shocker (not!)Please be informed, that after strong & mindful consideration, I am resigning from my post of MERPS2 WM Data Analyst.
It has been a pleasant working experience for the past 6 months but I have had to re-evaluate my career path & opportunities that had presented it self. I thank the company for the opportunity I had been given and wish the company success in future endeavours. I also wish the MERPS department a successful cutover
With this, please accept this letter as notice of resignation effective 10-Jun-07.
Sincerely,
THE Contract Warehouse Management Data Analyst
That was 12 odd days ago...
lets hope I dont wait another 12 days, weeks, months or YEARS for another shock :P
when darkness turns to light @ 5:51 pm
