it ends tonight,

Sunday, April 29, 2007

a lil rejection never hurt anyone

*phew*

Though the task at hand was not accomplished but other things were accomplished never the less. Okay maybe not other things, just 1 thing. Hah. The positive thing that I could pull from it was that it was done. I did it, with out much fun fare. I just did it. Just like how Nike says it, "Just do it."

Thanks alot dear Zee. She was pushing me all the way ...haha. In her own crude and cruel way but I think I would have prefered her style than any else's at that moment. & thats the reason I ran to her for help. Haha.

Now that at least 1 thing is off my mind, there is so much less tension. There is more things that I can think off. There is more space for me to breathe in less panicky action. Heh. I just couldnt believe the jittery state I was in during that short short moment. My speech was slur & Im sure I was behaving oh so-not-me. A good thing I managed to salvage from the incident is a lil phrase that went,"aww so sweet." haha...giving me butterflies in me tummy I tell you. I can sleep well tonight and look foward with much brighter light bulbs.

Oh well...

I can concentrate fully on the 2 power packed action events for tomorrow now.
And maybe...just maybe a little thing called spontanuety will come into play (",)

when darkness turns to light @ 12:21 am